A flood of emotions suddenly hit me,
which isn’t necessarily sad anymore.
More of nostalgia
like remembering your first puppy
or that first kiss.
When I think about it now,
sometimes, I already find it silly.
Now I say, the most painful event in your life
will never always be that painful.
As days go by,
as people enter your life,
it moves farther and farther
into your memory.
One day you wake up and
it isn’t as hard as it was yesterday.
Day 278 of 04: I was moping a little while ago and thinking of what i should be doing this weekend. I put on my sched that it’s Taty’s and Jen’s bday bash this friday, which means i need to find a way of getting out of work or they’ll be talking about me all night. Suddenly, I realized it’s October already and my bday is coming up soon.