I am sitting in the dark,
hearing only the beep of my mobile phone
and the rhythmic hum of the ventilation system.
A migraine brewing from staring at the screen
or perhaps it hurts because it is trying to absorb
the thousand thoughts that surf through my mind,
as i succumb to questions of why my life is such.
What helps me stay connected
tears me from the inside out.
I want to skip a lot of people.
I miss a lot of people.