What if again?

I wonder when the next steps appeared

and I wonder why i didn’t take them.

Somewhere I made up my own excuses

and lived by all of them.

I never believed in regretting, nor shame, nor emptiness

but i felt them and i feel them still.

Deep tinges of sadness,

a lifetime of what could have been.

One Comment on “What if again?

  1. I wonder if your regrets leave you empty or just longing for more? I find myself sometimes wondering what if I had? What would be? I found among some papers today thinking how could this life be all there is and then…. I took a deep breath and realized it isn’t over yet…

    Words from the heart always touching… very nice

    Your greatness awaits you!

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