Wondering Alice


Sometimes I wonder if I see me correctly, I wonder whether I know me better or is it others who see the real me? Mirror, mirror, tell me do I not see me clearly?

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Succumb


I am too tired to fight it Too drained to even try In the confines of my darkness, it gets colder as i scorch. Bittersweet and painful, I feel better as i feel worse. I long for comfort that cannot come and i simply descend to slumber. Let me sleep so I can be awakened […]

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A sharp, projecting point


There are things I regret And one of them is you. For trusting and forgiving, For stupidly believing. Long years are not worth the vanity and deceit. The narcissictic tendencies that build a fake reality. Mirrors make light shine but broken people don’t. Even when put together, cracks will always show. Pity, pity, pity How […]

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Life minus my choices


No nervous breakdowns for 4s & 5s No 3 days of crying over my first broken heart No several years of redefining myself or pathetically going after the definition I wanted. No year of being stuck in a sordid affair No infidelities stuck in my conscience No moments I wish I had not wasted or […]

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wishing for a tooth fairy


today i ran out of excuses no more i’m too busy or too sleepy or wait til i get a leave approved. today it was just unbearably painful i knew i should get it over soon you see, i can’t tolerate any ounce of pain and i don’t like swallowing medicine stuck between a wall […]

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i miss writing…


it used to be easy… secondary to my nature, the silent moments, whether forced or unconsciously happening, produced a strings of words that sang my soul. but the hands moved through it’s rhythm and the hours never did return and it carried the ease of  inspiration… mid-life and the lull time only produced empty spaces, […]

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